wat is that!

Disappointed today over the results but will accept it. Anyway learnt quite some stuff today: Gems i learnt that testrogen will affects one competitive genes. When we are created, we all are female till 7 weeks later when we produce testrogen then our sex is determine. Also i learnt that if the forth finger is longer then the index finger, it means that the person by nature have a lot of testrogen and is competitive by nature.
Next i learn is that our left brain control our language, meaning if our left side is paralysis we can’t talk.
Also i find that guys by nature are not empathy and some females are also like that.
Thats all i have to said.

Being nagged to post so here are my updates guys.

Updates since last post!

1) Mst finished: Worked really very hard, mostly not bad so happy, must give a pat for myself.

2)Club matters: Everytink went smoothly, zooing was fun, amazing green race preparation was fun ever thought i didn’t went for the actual event.

3)Birthday once again is over and was to busy to celebrate.

Been long since updates, but everytink i need to update, my net will have problems. Anyway have been wondering about a lot of tinks, first about fashion. During all the break time, sheryl and me will be sitting around looking and discussing about the people @ SB and their dressing. After some discussion, i find that guys like to wear jeans so low and i wonder how they keep it there as they don’t have big hips by nature unlike guys. Sheryl told me that if their belt is gone, their jean will just drop.

Also recently, Hui San said that Sheryl and my tinking are very different from her CS friends. With regards to that, i tink the differences is that our thinking is that for example for guys, we prefer guys who doesn’t dress up so fashionable as we will feel stress, while hui san finds they are ok as they can give good fashion ideas.maybe we are so different. Thats y when she is not around, sheryl and me have a bit of conservation problems as i will be the one toking and sheryl will add ideas while if there is hui san, we will be tackling the question.

Saw guess-3 on sat and this series about men who look like girls and they really are pretty, i can’t believe guys having such nice legs and firm butts. I tink it will be weird to have this type of guys friends.

Also i have been to ask the class if they want to have Christmas celebration but like M grp is not so into. It feels weird as last year she was so into this type but this year is me on high.

-been finding a path of guidance towards self actualization-

Sorry guys, really feeling very slack this days.
Blog has become a monument liao, will try my best to update.
Currently busy with school work as well as club stuff…. club stuff will pack all the way till end of next month… in 2 week time i will be having my mst… stress lah.
Got to make a choice to do BD or Entrepreneur concentration….another major decision.
Really tired in mentally state….have recharged my physical body to go the extra mile but my mind seems to be stuck in another dimension, thus is like doing double job.
Hope to come back soon….

Been really long since i blog…. last i remember was finished exams and went to enjoy myself by going to play boardgames with my classmates, our 1st official outing as DBA2A04. Hope there will be more in the future.
Also went k-box with sheryl and huisan. enjoyed by singing since 2-5.
After a little enjoyment, i have to crash working everyday for almost 2 full weeks, since then been busy.
With the ongoing preparation for lantern and cca drive, really quite tough when everything just seems to come as a whole.
Been wanting to go on a trip but due to time limitation, can’t thus quite disappointing but life is always so unfair, what can i do?
Luckily got into the gems i wanted, love and relationship. Haha =)
Yesterday talk to sha online, suddenly felt that been long since i saw her. I missed you. Sorry for being such an idiot un-contactable friend.
To all friends, if i have not contact you for a long time,it is not i have forgotten you but sometimes i really is so busy that i really can’t cope. So sorry if i didn’t show concern for you when you need it most. I know i am being a very mean friend. I am really sorry.
Tml, going zoo so excited. Finally i can see the kangaroo in live. I may seems like a kid but i find that the zoo is a very wonderful place. I really wish that i can work in places like the zoo in future. So excited. Time to recharge my battery for the long weekend crowd.
Night everyone. Sha, Ade is a must we meet!
Shi Hui i have not forgotten you, when you want to go out? i will start school soon, end sch early on wed and fri @ 12 can meet up. Haha =)

Aug 9, another national day to a lot of people but it was so how special to me.
I was on duty as an usher for the ndp celebration at the marina floating gallery. 1st, i volunteered my services and no money was involved as many thought that we ushers were paid.
So it was a tough day, got to wake up at 8 in the morning when the parade will only start at 6 as seen on tv. I went for the briefing of plans and we started our work at 2.50. I always thought that Singaporeans were kiasu but this is really KIASU. haha =) i admitted to be a part of them and proud to be kiasu.
Things didn’t went as plan but we managed to settled the audience even if they were not so polite.I was proud of my team ever thought some times i felt unfair. Some case that i felt worth blogging:
1)Singaporeans are wonders. From this, i learned that i have live in my little long enough and this event have really opened my eyes to all the ‘dirt’.
2)Learn to put yourself in others shoes 1st.
3)Never let others spoilt your day.
4)Be firm.
5)Every little part is a IMPORTANT part, no matter how small it is.
I know i sound so goody shoes but this is all what i have learn from this event. If i will to rate this event, i will be a 8 out of 10. The 2 goes to the food, attitude of the some specific audience and more factors.
Lastly, before i close this blog, i will like to praise a taxi uncle who brought me home that day. After the parade, i went out to catch up with Ade. We were so ‘lucky’, we missed the train, the bus and have no choice but to flag a taxi. The uncle was supposed to cab Ade home but he thought she was crossing, thus U-turn and i flagged him. I asked him how much it took for Bukit Gomak to my house as i only have around $12 and i thought it was double change (goes to show how long i have not take a cab). Anyway he told me it cost around $5-$7, so was glad. I was carrying the ndp bag so he ask if i help out and i said yes. He told me that he also was involved when MM is still PM. He said he was with the scouts and that year it rained cats and dogs but they have to stand on the grounds and can’t move. Amazing he told me that LKY didn’t move ever if it was raining so heavy. I really admired them. So i asked him why is he still driving as 1am was most cab shift-changing and he told me that he have to go to the hospital tml early for psyso. I asked what happened and he said due to an accident but he was glad he got a doctor. When i reached my home, the meter was $5+ but he only changes me $5, i told him i have enough but he said "i admired you that you went to volunteered". I was touched as the spectators didn’t make me felt that but an taxi uncle who slogged he time in a cramp enclosed area could understand such complex.
To many, this may seem simple but i felt that i was touched all the way down to my heart. He let me learn that sometimes a praise means a lot to one. A praise is so small, a few words from one can make so much differences to one but too much will just makes the magic lost its touch.
So to bored you all with so much but it really touch me this event, i have learn a lot and gain a lot. Thanx for all the wonderful memories.
Bye ndp 07, may ndp 08 be a success too.

finally setttle retail carnival already! Free…. so not.

Got a lot of project to do, uccd,rwps and sm. It seems like not much however it really is a lot as i still got ndp and i have not done proposal for my club yet.

tosay very happy, retail shop got sales of $140++. ever thought i was alone and got to be manager aka saleswomen aka cashier but i managed to keep the shop going and is glad that the customers are very patient with me.  got goodies form retail carnival : clear,dove and lux shampoo, aussino waterbottle, kitkat, nescafe, bugis street pens and keychain. it was really fun packing the goodies bag. we need to move the stuff from the store room and have production line to pack. DBA2A04 is proud to present you with 300+ goodie bags after 2 hrs of serious work in sweat!*clap* anyway i enjoyed.

how many stars will you give to transformer? i haven watch transformer but from the prview i will give it 3.5 out of 5. maybe after watching it, rating will be higher? Harry pottter newest is out! i have been waiting for it seen last year nov. i thought it wil be release then, but bad luck. So now it is here yet no time for it till after semster exams.

Time pass so fast…. i have seen so many singles turning into couples. Congrates all couple! i am now concentrating on enjoying myself as who i am is currently a bit tired(in body context). Next goal in my books should be going on a trip to anywhere. i want to leave singapore hectic lifestyle and have a relax yet exciting holiday. any sponsors for my trip?

back since jun13?
been really busy all this time, sat was my 1st ndp show. Out of 5 stars, i will give it just a miserable pass as most of the segments is boring accept for the front part and the fireworks. this year fireworks are also not so great after all.

anyway i have gained good experience, i met a lot of different types of people, some are so kind and some are just so irritating. but i have 2 very pleasant experience, 1 was a guy asking where he could buy water, however he is unable to go out to buy so i went around and ask and then gave him 2 new-water and he was so glad, the best part is where he was going home and i was saying ‘bye bye and see you soon’; he say thanks and said he will remember. i felt so happy that at least i try to make he feel welcome to the parade ever though it was just a rehearse.  another was a women who have a hungry young son, she ask where to get food but also she can’t go out to buy so my friend went to ask the army personnel and we got bread for her. she was so glad and i was happy that at least we have make 2 good impression.

sunday was suppose to help out in earth fest, however caught in the rain on sat so had a little fever and was not feeling that well, didn’t went. sleep a lot and is now searching info for my rwps project. anyway next week is totally packed to the core, retail carnival,shimin & valerie bird-day, ndp primary shows, rwps and uccd meeting plus homework.

looking forward to later at 8, packing goody bags for the seminar, currently there is confirmed nescafe, chips and chocolate. so much goody, calling all freshmen u all mst come. tinking abt retail stuff, feel guilty that i didn’t help in decorating retail shop much as i have sometink on friday.

tink i just update till here, will update soon.

yo guys!

I got reply for the sunday trip, amazing sia. I will need to wake up liao. how to wake up? ahhh…. any human alarm clock available?

will update on my feelings tonite. c u guys later. bb =)

really tired.y is the world so caught up.
i koe that everyone is very sad now but u need to let go e past and welcome the new.
i dunno how i can help they all…..all is relationship problem. I shall conclude that this is the worst type of problem in the world.
i just felt so helpless now.i am powerless.i am emoing.

Yo, Had a lot of fun this weekend esp saturday.
Went for NDP training, then went to mad jack for lunch and at night went to play board games at settles and went for steamboat at night with my dad. How interesting can a day be. It was so much fun.

There is more to go this coming week. Movie marathon tml from 12-12. Sending Shang ming off, movies,swimming and more….

Will be very busy i believe. C u guys soon.