Hi every1, superwomen is here 2 visit.
Nw as i blog, it is 2.33 thursday may 17,2007. Can believe i have being sleeping later and later everyday.It just seems to me that everyday i dun have enough time to do all my stuff.
I know i can’t get an additional 24hrs from god. I will need a lot of encouragement and help, hope the special 1 is there.
anyway, recently i was looking for guardian angel but to my dissapointed + happiness, i found only a female angel. Where are u ‘male’ angel? Hiding?
anyway, FO event was a success, all praises should go to judy as i did very little compared to her. Thanx every1 for leaving me such nice memories which i can lock up and flash back when i have ‘grow’ up.
To all those who went to long john silver and starbucks, i really enjoy those talk whereby u trash out everything and forget all abt it once it is out in the sir.My burden was a lot lighter after tat talk.
Currently, i had slack for finally 1 wk and i am back to my hectic schedule, hope i survive or else you guys out there will not be able to c me.
Got a bomb just a few day ago, i can’t believe i need to take over the household after 15 August 2007. Oh no, after national day, how can i cope? I will need to train myself now or else superwomen will be gone with the wind.
To all those out there, a advice please go with the wind when you really cant stand it. I believe everything will go well when the time is here.
Now, i got to pray tat tis happened to me when e-learning starts.
My wishes for now are just very simple, i can’t play anymore, will have to start to go back to my o’level style and chio all the way to the end ever if there is no light to guide me there.
I pray for my ‘male’ guardian angel to appear asap as my female guardian angel is 2 far for me and i believe she does not have time for me.
Today, i went to Chinatown and took photos for my ucd project and i notice the change in this ‘old lady’. I always remember it as it has a very special place in my heart.This is the place i bought my clothes,i would my grandma and aunt and shop, bring my Malaysia aunt for typical delicious singapore local food. Now tinking abt the past just make me so sad. I mean why cant people reamain the same and never change, i serious dun understand.
I am really overwhelmed at this point of time and i am afraid i will cry as i remember the past. But is it true i got to put down the past and go on with my life?
Y is the past a fairytale that last for so short? Am i really tat bad that god wants to punish me and make me suffer so tat i will learnto grow up?
Ok, i should just forget about it, i mean y should i start it anyeay since tml i am going to k. How can i let myself get so emotion when i need most energy now.
Good luck guys in RRR. Hope u all take the paperweight trophy back.
Now for real wishes, I wish to peacefully cross this period and have a happi ending.
Got to cope with the responsibility of being head of the household and as well as finding potentail membership secretary to take over me.
SPENV members out there, tink u have the potential to be a committee member and interested in membership secretary, please msn me. thanx. I would realy appreciate.
Tml is k and RRR tryout, hope they will cheer me up. i really need those concern. only a ‘ r u ok’ would really touch my heart. i no need romantic words or fake concern. Just a sincere r u ok is gd enough for me already.
Really need to clean my head and focus now, i apologise in advanceto those i pissed off as this is notpeak period. I hope people will understand. If u dun understand, y r u reading my blog? It shows u do not koe me well enough and is in no position to question me.
What am i crapping? On no, wat have i done!?
