Exams sores
It been like also more than 1 month since i blog. Yeah so wats wrong with me? Anyway many tinks happened to me this month.
Lets start since the last blog, i had celebrated Jia Rei after Ec and Hui San birthday after Economics already. Next coming up on 3 Sept is Wang Qian birthday. Advanced Happy Birthday!!
For my exams, i finished my MOB on the 3 Aug, Ec on 7 Aug, ITAB on 10 Aug, POA on 17 Aug, Economics on 25 Aug. So most of Aug is spent on my exams preparation and getting it off my list. Haha i seems to hate study but i actually in fact love to learn new stuff but definite not the ‘dead’ theory type.
For my holiday, i didn’t get much of the 1 month holiday. I got LTC on the 28th- 31th Aug but i got sick in the morning of 28th so i called Baiyu and told her i am not going for the camp. I got fever,flu and all the common virus… got well only yesterday. During my sick period, my mun got was also down with stomach flu too. So we took care or each other…felt the mother-daughter bonding going on.
During this period of resting, i got to complete a lot of stuff. I finished watching My name is Kim San Soon and Goong- Princess Hours. I prefer Goong as it is more exciting and touching. My wish list for now is to get a tan before i leave for Shanghai but i guess i dun have the time.
During all these time, i kept on tinking abt stuff. At the top is definite all young adults hopes-relationship. Guess with my deep tinking i am able to try to stop this tinking stop at least for a second. Following will be my studies- did i pass and do well? A big Qn going on than every time i am online, i will go and check the SP web. Guess this type of stuff are not wat u play with just like fire. Next, does my schedule allows breathing? Guess can answer this long ago.
28th-31st Aug LTC camp
1st Sept POW WOW event
2nd Sept Env Forum
3rd Sept Wang Qian birthday celebration
6th(midnite)-11th Sept Shanghai Trip
13th Sept Class BBQ
15th Sept Gems registration
18th-21th Sept Poly Forum
Schedule so packed and I had not included my work days…. I wondered if i will live through this.
So anyway i felt so luckier at this point than i dun have a Bf cos at the least i dun feel guilty i got no time for him.
Yesterday went to JP. Met ML to get the shanghai trip stuff and at JP i got a necklance and a new ‘pet’ Melody. Welcome to the family!! I love bunny aka rabbits a lot. Haha i guess only many secondary closest mate knew this.
This shall be my darkest secret to my poly friends. I am so immature when i look like i am too mature. Haha it’s good to feel young. I am now stuck at the tinking where by i always tink i am a sec 4 student who will not grow up ever though my birthday is like 2 months later. How? I tink i just need time to get the info to some how let it slowing sink in my brain and maybe my heart that in fact i am growing up into a adult and not a child.
Ellen DeGeneres and Oprah on channel 5 at 5 and 6 pm had some how affect my tinking this few days. Ellen is so kind always giving out stuff to all the kind soul who deserve than and Oprah always have this inspiration stories than make u wan to cry. Today on Oprah i got to see the O.J Simpson trial in 1995 and the aftermath of it. Racism is really a terrible problem existing in American that no one wants to admit. So i thought, the is always problem that can not be solved in your whole life and it will always be a burden to u for u whole life. So i thought if i will to have many of this type of problem, will i be ever to survive to my 60s at least, with all those burden crushing my life?
Guess the excitement now i am getting is not from anytink expect my trip in all my whole 17 yrs away on my own to china without any guidance’s. To take responsibilities and to learn to grow and experience being own my own. I got to go thru this as i came into this whole on my own and is going to leave this world on my own. I got to be brave like a lion and never learn the word fear during this trip. I am worried.
Going swimming today later at 4pm, hope it does rain. God pls dun rain tml, if u must rain, rain after 10pm.Thanks. I hope gos heard my prayer. I am drifting along with the clouds and stars into dreamland soon. So i tink i will stop my tinking and all ramps i post here.
Nite everyone and to myself. Have a good nite sleep and wake up fresh awaiting the new challenge awaiting you in the future!!
