Sunday, May 28th, 2006
Shot this world!!
Y can’t i have everytink going my way!! I am damn confused nw lah……. i damn wan to leave the house nw…..y dun i feel happy like everyone is feeling 1…..everyone tinks tat having both parents is a blessing but to me it is a curse and not a blessing….I can’t choose…..y must i choose?!
Help me god……i koe i am crapping but i really am confused and dissapointed lah cos notink i did goes the way thought it will go…..Y me?! i mean i didn’t harm any1 so y must i go through such difficult stuff….. i always thought tat a family will always be there for u…..but to me they are not there when i most need them and sometimes i really wish i wasn’t born at all….
It really sux to being forced to make a choice and when the choice is make, it just make everyone so sad and hurt….. y there is no structured decision tat i can use when i face such problem…..i really need a true friend to console me….
So where r u my true friend, my another part?
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